boo!!mi in lab now..printing notes..haha..hey..dun start to think tt i lose my notes lor..mi juz making sure tt my notes are all there..n it all there..haha..mi so yong xin liang ku..haha
mi juz check my friendster n saw 2 msgs left by him..
"though i dun really trust handing u over to him!!! i hope he will do a good job!!! giving you all the happiness u need that i fail to give U~ i will try my best to get over it~~~~"
this is wad he wrote to mi..haiz..alot of feelings inside..dun really noe how to express..but i can confirm it not a good feeling..he noe tt mi n him are together..something i nv have the courage to tell him..i noe i not tt open like he could..i tend to keep things to myself..tt mi!!dunno y..some pple can easily forget their past relationship but some couldn't..some pple will compare their past realtionship with their present..aiya..dunno wad mi talking abt..
Do u noe? sometimes i think JS n bear are similar in some ways..both dun really like to talk much..mi do more talking..both have Child-like side of them..both like to say mi no" zhu jian"..but actually they dun wan to choose too..haha~both are impatient..but still will give in to mi..both love their family..(maybe bear a little more?)...n many more..
but they do Have their difference too..like wad i tok pei yesterday.."Js sick le..haiz..n no one entertain mi le..he say he wan to rest..so sad..if it is bear sick..bear sure will still continue to entertain mi..talk to mi on phone.."mi n Js go out to eat..usually i will give half of it to him...but he nv seem to finish it up..bear will sure manage to eat finish my share..haha..so now u all noe why bear so "big size" now rite??haha
Someone once told mi when u get into a new relationship..u muz learn to adapt a new way of being in a relationship n forget abt past..haha~it true but it doesn't apply to mi much..coz i'm a person who find it hard to adapt to a new environment..like i change mi bed..i took almost two week to get used to it..n it is only after i got back my same mattress tt i manage to sleep..but nt tt well still..
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