i ask jian shi a question.."If u can have the whole forest..will u give up on a tree??"..he say "no.."..den i put the question this way.."wad if each tree can provide different useful thing to u?"...he think a while and say den tt can consider..
*** it can refers to a lot of thing k? no other meaning..
actually i think some people treat love like this..y will they tie themselve to a tree when they can have more tree to give them the thing they wanna..noe wad i mean??hehe~tt's is human nature ba..haiz..

okok..mi off for 2 days..so can sleep..no plan..coz no money..tml i will free..anyone wanna date mi??ahah~!but i got no money yoz..=>
went to hui ying hse to eat streamboat juz now..hmm..like i mentioned eariler..her family always remind mi on something..wanna noe wad..read eariler blog ba..=>her family always have gathering..ahah~btw..her family chinese surname same as mi..so we are indirectly related..
i eat alot..haha..they got this thing tt look like snail..but very nice la..bought chocolate also..can keep mi entertain 4 a week..
yest my mum told mi a teacher call..but i was not at home..den i ask her wad the teacher say..she say about some classes..den she dunno le..coz the teacher speak english..wahaha..so funny..
think i only need to take 2 paper 4 my exam..on the 9th and 12th..cool ya?i m studying lor..opps..i'm lying??haha..will study la..
think i'm talk too much craps le..bye bye!!!!!!!!!

hmm..i'm hungry now..been eating alot today..hehe~juz now went with irene to eat dumpling..after work..so damn nice..and when we about to pay..tt person ask mi."m i ah seng daughter"so i ans "yup"..den he say he treat mi eat..ahha..we was likle stunned..so nice ah?so we thank him and went off le..
den while walking..i told irene.."lucky he say he treat us..i was like still worry he say my dad own him money la."hahaha
hmm..i been like sleeping 4 hundred of years..but still feel tired..=P but nvm..i shall still sleep..haha..been thinking about my school thingy and wad shd i do when i quit school..js ask mi to think properly..so i'm thinking properly..no suggestions and thinking from him..he wanna mi to decide on my own..so that i wun regret and balme him in future..
on the cover it seems that he is selfish and worry that i blame him..but actually..he's juz wanna mi to think more clearly and be more decisive..coz he feel that i'm like very indecisve..i always got pple to think 4 mi..plan 4 mi..time 4 mi to think about it myself..
i dun even noe wda i wanna be when i grow up..so really need to think la..but still very confused..hai...
okok..sad thingy aside..i'm trying to be happy again..trying hard..i'm improving..i find out that being happy nad wear a smile on ur face put all stress away..really..






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hmm..this week i only need to go sch 2 days..tue n wed..so nice right?y the rest dun need leh..coz i skip la..amy the slacker!!haha..wad i been doing..i dunno..slacking n slacking..no interest..no motivation...no nothing..been going work..cried on thurs..cause by some idiots..
haiz..tupid ah kwa..he 's a pig~!!!!!nobody like him..always bully us..ask us do this n that..captian big deal ah??i was so angry lor..den mr chu ask mi wad happen..i say tell him oso no use..but he say tell him la..mr chu kpo..!!so i tell him la..den he scold irene..say is irene spread rumour..fuck la..tt captian really bery mean to us wad..wanna noe the detail to wad he did to mi..ask mi la!!=P
den i went down..call Js to complain..den i cried lor..haha!crybaby..den anybody noe wad happen next?js call kelvin n scolded kelvin...okok..he dun mean to scold kelvin but tt ah kwa..but he dun haf tt ah kwa num..haha..poor kelvin..and i miss the company bus home lor..so js rush down to pick mi up..haha..
btw..now dedn i noe that gossip spread fast in company..coz the next day.the whole company noe tt i cried..haha!n noe tt js scolded tt ah kwa..haha!
anyway..u all think is gpood..hai..now mei lian keep picking on mi le..coz tt ah kwa is her favourite..hai..

Hmm..was thinking yesterday did i changed??hmm..i think i did..think i become more heck care le..really..dun feel like doing anything..dun ahve any motive or goal le..
wad happening to mi??i dunno..i juz noe tt when i'm in sec school..i noe wad i'm doing..noe wad i wanna do n i work hard 4 it..but since last year..everything juz seem bored to mi..i dun feel like doing anyting..bother about anything..cause i dunno who i'm striving hard for..
talk to js about mi wanting to quit school..he say alot of thingy..but none i understand..dunno wad he's saying..hai..nvm..the only sentence he say that have meaning is.."go work in the morning..den take night class"..duh..izzit it wad i been saying the whole day out with u??anyway..i still thinking wad is my goal in life..life seem so meaningless to mi...NOW.....

hmm..mi in school now..wanna do my oopg..but my asst disappeared...die la..everytime like tt..humph..dunno wad to do..i dun wan to study..!!!
went to work ..den i reralise that yuan lai JS is so popular with all the gals there..including auntie..coz everybody keep coming up to mi and tell mi.."i miss jian shi.."ok..all are gals..come on..when got pple come up to the person gf and say i miss ur bf..funny right..but anyway..i miss him too..work without him is sianz lor..coz i can't get to hear the latest gossip..haha!1st hand..can't have my pandan chicken..haiz..btw..js is very auntie lor..he always noe the latest gossip at the resturant..hai..
hmm..went jb on fri..bought this shoe ( VOIR)..dunno whether u all got heard of this brand..usual price is RM 43.95..but offer price is RM 13.93..so cheap..and it so comfortable lor..but i regret not buying tt shirt..hai..told js why i didn't buy..he say next month den he buy 4 mi..haha..so nice..think he getting more n more sweet le..and more n more like a kid..hehe`
yesterday is our 6th month..hmm..so fast ya..next month will be more special..coz it fall on hid bdae too..hah..save my money..coz i can juz get him a present will do..=P
i bought a mickey mouse cup 4 him yest..hmm..suppose to buy a red one..but mi like the pink 1 more..so i change it to pink colour..wahaha..mi n mei xuan have a good luff..hehe..say next month we buy him the pink pooh bowl..he becoming ah ger soon..i even buy a pink ribbon to go along with it..
haiz..mi dying le..this week got ooad interview 4 the project..decided not to go 4 it le..since miy project is incomplete..dunno how to present..told my mum i dun wan to go school..she say muz go..she last time dun go school..now regret..guess wad i tell her..
I tell her to go on behalf of mi lor.i can stay at home for her..wahaha..den she say the attendence dun haf her name..i told her use my name la..but she ans diff face wad..i say..pple always say we look alike wad..tell tr u go 4 zhen rong during weekend la..aahahah~
i think she bui tan han mi le..haha~
hmm..anyway..i waiting 4 ooad n dbsy sub paper now..juz waiting..=P..hai...

Happy birthday singapore!!!hmm..it's her 40th birthday..alot of pple celebrate 4 her..haha..so nice..
anyway..wad i do today..hmm..went jurong swimming complex with mei xuan today..hui ying can't make it due to some 'personal"matter..haha~anyway..suppose to meet at 11am at aljunied but 10.30 she still at home..so in the end we meet at 11.30am..i'm late..ahha..y?becauyse of the bus la..so slow..waited 4 20 min den come..by then meixuan have reach paya lebar le..haha
the sun is good today..very sunny..i had a good time lor..playing with her..=P she wore bikini today..mi to..but i wear becoz of hui ying..but tt gal ps mi..haiz..but lucky still got mei xuan pei mi wear..hehe..
i got a little tan from the sun..hmm..i juz love the sun!!it feels so nice..den after tt we went crystal jade at woodland to eat..actually wanna look 4 js la..but he sleeping..so we juz eat there la..hmm..very expensive lor..but lucky the food not tt bad la..coz we r hungry..so everything taste nice..haah..
den we shop a while before going to city hall meet hui ying to catch the firework..but on the train mi n her doze off..too tired le..=P
alot of people lor..at city hall..den we decided to go raffle place to catch la..so we took the train again..hai..waste my money lor..but at least manage to se la..i like so many yr din see the firework le..during national day..so this yr i insist on watching it..
i took alot of pic of it lor..hmm..but not too clear..sad sia..den we go hui ying hse to eat prawn noodle..her mum cook one..actually hui ying hse remain mi of bear family..both very warm n nice..n their mum are GREAT cook!!i eat until very full lor..watch a little tv den go home le..
now home sweet home..haiz..so tired now..haha..tml still got sch..boo..pri n sec got break til thurs..so good..miss those days......good to be young!!

halo..mi in school now..came at 12 noon..but din go 4 ooad lec..wanna print notes but end up eating with nic..saw him on bus..haha..den went for ooad tut..only 4 pple..the rest din come..so the tr din teach tut la..juz mark our attendance dem let us go off..
now in lab..saw xu yang..sleeping now..he din do his ooad assignment yet..like mi..haiz..wanna do one..thot i shd noe how to do..but as usual..i dunno..y?
haiz..i can't find the actor and i dunno how to link..ask him..he oso dunno..M i really lan?bear will say no..juz i dun study right?haha~but how u noe i din study??
hai..actually i can get someone do the project 4 mi right?like someone always say..if dunno..ask fren do 4 u la..u r a ger..guy like helping gers..den at least can pass and get dipoloma..but in my view..wad the point in asking people do 4 u and get the cert yet u dunno a single tiny thing about it..even if u pass..it not ur effort lor..not honorable..i rather use my effort do and when i really dunno den ask people to TEACH mi..hai..
ya..know u will say mi silly..alot of people r doing tt wad..get people help n pass..but wanna tell u..i'm not alot of people..i'm Mi!! if i can't do it well..i can't..i dun wan people to think i'm smart n i manage to pass when i know i didn't..wad the point..hai..
i been thinking..if i still can't understand IT..i might as well quit lor..go do something that is worth mi doing..like wad tt dcnk tr say..no point wasting time on something u dun like and torture urself..and the lecturer get torture too..In It industry..u need a degree to exactly survive..with a dip..u can't do much..coz they can easily get people to do the same coding at a cheaper price..dong ma?unless u r really good at it...
anyway.....last sem i been thinking of tt too..but told myself try one more sem..but things din not improve too..
so..how?juz walk one step..see one step.........hai..i give up..

It been a week since i wrote my blog..haha..very busy with my project..but hai..still can't work la..I think my dbsy can juz wait 4 the sub paper le..coz my lab test fail..my term test fail den now project oso the same..haiz..
anyway..i think my weekend short of one day..coz sat was spent on dbsy..den today feel kind of funny..coz i keep thinking today is sat..haha..i went woodland look 4 jian shi today..din see him for...let mi think..4 days?
i took a train from bedok to jurong east den change train..den at jurong eat alot of pple board the train to marine bay direction..i was liek thinking y so many people today..anyway..the train go on..and on..den at kranji..alot of people get off..wanna guess y..?yah.,.u're right..coz there's s'pore turf there..all of them go there to bet horse..haiz..so waste money..haha..but maybe that their interest ba..haha~
hmm..so..i went to woodland..went to shop a while with js..told him i wanna go bangkok..haha..but he say no..coz he can't go wad..no off day..so selfish..humph..anyway..i wanna go still..but wait for sch holiday come ba..now i enjoy going oversea le..coz it so relaxing n can hget to see the world outside..i was working on fri when i heard one customer telling another that.."u muz really go see the world before u know that u people are born in a good country like singapore..with all the thing that some easily.."hmm..maybe it true ba..but i still wanna go travel.haha..
Ohh..btw.."happy birthday singapore!!" so fast..national day come again..last year national day i got work..din get to see the firework..so this yr i make sure i off..haha!~and ya..last year national yr was teh first time i went out with js..feeling?Sian la..ahha..coz he dun talk much and he look so so sian with mi..haha..and worst still..we got lost..ya..u din heard wrongly..AMyY LOH GOT LOST!!...at where..city hall..ridiculous!!hhaa..
ok la..gonna go work le..mi at hui ying hse now..see ya tml..the tiem is 2 am now..buye