Thursday, August 28, 2008
Yes..I did s0metHing Nice t0dAy..wHile oN MY Way t0 w0rk..nT That I waNna boast abt it..but it d0 put a smIle in my Heart and Brighten Up my dUll MornINg~!
It was Raining cats & dogs the wh0le mornIng~! A great morniNg to just lie on ur bed, hidiNg under a warm & cosy blanket..dreamIng abt ur Prince charming~! A perfect way to spent this l0vely morning..but unfortunately,..tHis can only happended in my dream..Dau Dream..coz I got woken Up by the thunder at 7am..unable to slp any longer..and just when i was about to dozed off again.." Ringgggggg.." there goes my alarm..It's time to wake up f0r work again..ohhhh~!
Off there is poor & sleepy amY..draggIng herself to the bathr00m to wash up..and teh same old b0ring rountine..
** Fast forward**
Waiting for the lift..and when i c0me out..there i saw this lady..l00king l0st, l00king at the BIG rain.. Being the nice sweet amy, ( A-hem), i ask her where she wanna t0 g0..and of coz offered to see her t0 her bl0ck..pls..just when u tink the blk is near..well..u r WRONG..it's the opp direction from where i wanna take my bus..but still..i felt that i shd help right? she's carrying s0 many grocery..and well..the rain is gEttINg bigger..can't bear to see her getting WET~!
So there is the Kind amy, walking her back to her blk, whIle chit chating with her.. tink she als0 feel pai sae as she told mi it's ok..she d0 not wan mi to get wet t0o, since i'm all dress up..But..i already walking half way le..might as well continue..right? BUt all the way, she keep repeating to me tt it's ok..til i get so irriated tt i told her.. "aiy0..it's 0k la.."..hehe..
S0metimes i felt that human beings are funny..In ur heart, u definitely wishing for s0meone to help..yet on mouth, u keep saying " it's ok.."..i felt tt u shd just gratefully accept pple help and just a simple "thank you" will d0.. I mean..i'm nt forced to help u right? i did it WILLINGLY..s0 pls..juz accept it and be thankful.. tt's all i'm asking..I will be more than glad to help u next time..
Erm..2 more days before i can rest..miss my dar dar..wonder wad he is d0ing t0day..sleeping? working?
hmmm.... *wonder*...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I wonder..why do gals get clingy sometimes? Or m i the only gal tt will get clingy? i w0ke up this morning..wanting to be with huishaoye the wh0le day..wanna see him, talk to Him and hug Him..tried calling Him on the ph0ne..but..he's nt free to talk to me..SAD~!!
So..i wonder..what actually makes a gal cling on to her bf? Will there be any cure t0 it? S0metiems i d0 hate this feelIng..esp when my " clinginess" is nt beiNg returned..that led mi to an0ther question...D0 He l0ve mi??????h0w mucH? If 0ne day..he can't find mi..What will He d0? Will he Miss me? Will He l00k up & d0wn for mE?? Erm... d0ubt there will be any answers f0r me..=(
I know i'm juz beIng sentitive..He d0es d0te 0n me..n we can be happy t0gether..but just tt s0metimes..i felt that He did not give me en0ugh..yet i dun know h0w much i really wan..n i dun0 wad on His Mind t00..t00 tired t0 guess what I can d0 f0r Him..t00 tired t0 guess where d0 I really stand In his Heart.. but Im t00 scared to risk losing hIm t00..t00 scared t0 take other people advice t0 test HIm..i d0 not wan t0 d0 that..yet I'm nt happy..not secure en0ugh~!! Tink i'm having m00d swiNg n0w..m I?
ps. my b0ss juz give me my pay..deduce $100 from my pay..coz i t00k 1/2 day MC? ka0..real calculative sia..and tt 1/2 day si given by her lei..y like tt? Double SAD~!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Hmm..i know it's a bit late..but i juz wanna to show u pple the photo that nadia, huiying & i have taken on the 25 July at Geylang..our durian feast~@@ Enjoy k..haha
can u see wad these gals is doing? wearing gloves to eat durian..omg..might as well dun eat..haiz..
But whatever it is..we really enjoy eating the durians and the time we spent tog..hope to have more of these sort of times..
Anyway..Our Singapore table tennis team won a Sliver yesterday..i was watching the LIve with Huishaoye at His place..cheering when we gt a point and Booing when we miss the hit..i have a bet with my boss tt if Singapore gt Gold..he will let mi have a day off..so it's kind of important to me that Singapore get a gold..haha~but.. look like i had lose the bet..but still..i'm happy for the team..i know they have did their very best and got us our 1st medal since 1960..3 cheers to Team singapore~!!=P
I attended the Carton Box Association Dinner with my boss n SCG mr Bodin & David last saturday at Raffles Town Club..Both Mr Bodin & David look very smart and handsome..actually to be frank..all those people who attended the dinner all dress up to their very best..and Xu ZhengRong was the MC for the night..and they invited some getai lady and a magician to perform for us..It was a Great Show...and of course..there is the infamous lucky draw..which i nv won any..like 4D..my number jump..haiz..let mi show u the ph0t0 tt i t00k with David N Mr Bodin when the dinner ended..
Let mi introduce...* drum rolling** Mr David..isn't he good l00king? i like His eyebrow..thick eye brow..I always find guy with Thick eyebrow attractive..so ya..1 point to Him..haha~ and tell u a secret..他的眼睛会放电..haha..
OK..This is David's Boss..Mr Bodin..a very humourous & smart guy..with him ard..there is always some Joke yet smart joke ard..and he always like to tease mi..
Ok..last but not least..our group photo..aren't i close to david?haha..well..actually i'm nt..there are at least 10inches between us..it's the angle tt is tricking us...only an expert like me can meet to these standard..wahaha..i joke with david tt we can cut away Mr Bodin and Ta-Dah..we have a couple photo of us..sweet & lovely..haha~
Ok..today is going to be a stressful day for dearest amy..coz..i can't sell my paper..stress..my boss is going to kill me i tink..haiz..juz let mi commit suicide 1st..our price is high..and customers dun need quailty..how? how?one step at a time..b00~!!
Will be seeiNg My darLing val tonight...g0ing her house to ransack her accessory..haha~ Val baby..here i c0me..
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I'm gettiNg tired of everytHing..i need t0 be recharge~!! Been feeling very down..very blue..easily provoked~..getTiNg stressed and tired..i need to stop and rest..to take a deep breath and cares more abt myself rather than others..
Suddenly.. i realised..actually..i donno wad i really wan in my life..feeling lost for a moment..with no idea in my mind..Blank~!i dun feel like thInking at all..of killing my brain cells on things that i know i will nv figure out WHY...i'm taking Things easy..always been like that..but y didn't my worry n trouble become lesser?Strange~!
I'm taking 2 days leave on the 4th & 5th of Sep..actually it was supposed to be a trip to Redang with my dearest huishaoye..but SomeThinG happened..I decided not to g0..but still i will be taking that leave..i'm sure i can work out another better programme for mi n huishaoye..a programme tt will nt tie us down..i believe there will always be a next time for the 2 of us to visit Redang..it's juz tt i dunno when..As for now..we shall just go somewhere nearby & rest..with Him with me..no matter where we go..i'm sure i will enjoy myself too..but where can we go? i really dunn0..i have no strength to tHink.......for now.....
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Erm..what can be more lovely than spenting ur weekend, hugging ur loved one to sleep?it juz so wonderful..haha~ i have slept en0ugh on sun..
Actually wanna to go sing on sun morning with huishaoye..but who knows, there is so many early bird like us ( coz it have 3 hr of singing time plus lunch for juz RM 11+++)..thus, there is no rooms available until 2.30pm..in the end we went to this Graden cafe for our bunch..but sad to say..IT TASTE HORRIBLE~!!!and it is real expensive with no air con and lots of MOSQUITO..i promised i will nv step into tt resturant again~!!
After eating, we went to shop ard, before going off to eat ice crteam~!! haha~ at first i wanna to eat mac fluffy..but becoz the mac is abit far, thus, in the end we went to the shell petrol station to eat a BIG tub of chocolate ice cream..it is juz s0 enjoyable..~~
Oh ya..hui ying, nadia & i went to sing last ffri too..it is FUN~! t00k some photo but have to wait for hui ying to load for me..thus, will let u pple see once i have it..
erm..i have to go tampines tonight..to meet desmond to buy my 1st policy of my own..feel so excited abt it..haha~have u ever seen a person automatically went to look for a finacial advisor to buy a policy from mi, and getting excited abt it? well..i believ i'm the only one..haha~
But i need to save for my future, hence,no choice but to get a policy lor..to make mi save up..
Suddenly feel like getting marry..haha~..to wear the beautiful gowns..living happily together with the one u love..oooo..i'm dreaming now..haha..but have to wait for a few more years ba..when mi n huishaoye is more financially stable.
lalalala~!! i'll wait patiently for tt day to come....so exciting~@@@
Friday, August 01, 2008
Erm..It have been a l0ng time since I last blog..Busy? lazy? or nth to write? whatever is the reason..I'm back again~!! haha~
Well..i realised the last blog that i wrote was before CNY..tt's s0 long ag0..anyway..breifly summary what happened to me these few months..i Spent my CNY at my bf place in kluang..it is als0 the 1st time i met with his family..the 1st impression of them was not real good, as the whole family (except His Mum) seem to have this "attitude problem" in their blood.All don't like to smile nor talk, and when u talk to them, the answer u get is just like wad my dar dar will give" ya", "no",etc..just a one or two words answer.it's so hard to get a conversation g0ing..!!
But after a few days of mixing ard, esp with his mum, everyone seem to warm up abit.though i realised they don't talk much to their family member too, but somehow u know they cares for each other still.His mum seesm to be the pillar and keeper of this family, she will go round talking to everyone in the family, trying to update them of the events or incident tt happened in the family, ( th0se no one except me seem to pay attention).thus, now i can be a reporter and tell my huishaoye abt what exactly happened..hehe~
Also, my elder sis went to belgium on the 3rd day of CNY for school exchange programme. for a whole months..( now she's back and off to Dubai yesterday night)..back to the 6 mth..ok..to be frank..i do miss her " crazy" harrassement..and her nagging over everytHing.. but now tt she back..i started to "hate" her..coz my 6mths of peace is OVER..~!!! No more full attention from my mum le..haiz..
Then, on the 28rd of April..i had my 21st birthday celebration, it's juz a small celebration with my family and some friends at Sims Ville Condo.it's quite warm to see s0 many friends, some growing prettier, some slimmer. and when u found out tt all of them are doing well in their current life, i just feel glad for them. Alright..i do have some photos of my birthday celebration, so just let them do the talking.
The preparation
Special thanks to Nadia, Val , Hui Ying & of course, the most special woman of my life..my mum for helping me out on my birthday.* Hugs*
The celebration
I love the cake, the presents and esp the people tt make out time to choose the lovely presents and to come to my celebration. it was because of U..tt my 21
st birthday is unforgettable~!! 
That's the end of my 21st birthday briefing..now let update u pple abt my life now.. i've been promoted to Marketing manager. It is a new experience for me as it can be quite challenging sometimes as all the pple i deal with are all suceesful or expreienced purchaser and boss. THus i learn that the best way to deal with them is " Humble"..i learn to be humble and more open minded,listening to them telling me abt the problems they have met and came across..how far they have to walk to get to the position they are at now.. they are very kind to me too..as they are always willing to guide me along as i'm still very new..and u will be surprises how nice these boss of some BIG company can be..NO air, no bossiness, no stubborness..compares to some small fly who can behave very unreasonable and difficult.But sad to say, i will not be able to stay here too long, as i still wan to pursue my tousim line. Tink i'll miss the paper industry but definitely, i will be grateful to the people tt taught mi and guide me along the way these 2 years. I never know how a thin piece of paper / kraft can be so complicated before this. Didn't know tt there is so many grade of paper.Didn't know tt to create a piece of paper..a few hundreds/ thousand people must get involve to produce the tt unoticeable paper..how much work and monitoring must be put in to make sure everytHing went smoothly. BUt it is due to all these patience souls tt make me realised, no matter how tiny and unnoticable things, there is always alot of efforts and heart put into it.All these knowledge & skills are the thIngs i will bring with me to my new stage of life.
OH ya..let share a good new..i have passed my driving~! Now..i'm a licsensed driver~~haha~..been running ard since i passed..i spent almost 2 yr getting this precious card( nt bec0z i'm lousy,but becozi'm lazy..stop a few times..i only sepnt 1.5k in total lei)..have my up n downs...wow..i sound so serious..haha..well..b4 i gt my liscense, i feel so stress..and so " xiao nu ren", as i always have to get my bf to fetch me ard..but with the liscence now..i feel more independent..no need to rely on guys..but do feel lost as i have to l00k for the next challenge..haha~
BUt..though i have my liscense..and nt counted as a lousy driver for gal..there is always a person i do not dare to drive..thatv is mY dearest " huishaoye".. this baby will always make my moral drops trememously. he have a " high" expectation on me and will always critised my stuffs..no matter how hard i have try..but this guy will make mi work harder..sometimes i do get s0 pissed off and annoy by him for pushing me..but this guy knows best. he knows my character..tt if he praise me..i will be over the 9 clouds and get over my head..he know tt i can do better if i wan..esp if he push mi.and say tt i can't do the thing well..i just wan to proves to Him.." i can do it"..haha~
alright..think tt's all for t0day..i need t0 g0 out le..=P
