well..this week have been a very busy week for mi..been going out everyday after work..reaching home at 2 plus 3am..sleeping at 3plus..and waking up at 7am..finally i feel tired today...tonight going jogging..i'm getting fat..my dress is tight..sian la
oh ya..Happy valentine day!!! to both single and attached..single is good..attached is good too..anyway..i belong to the single group now..and thot no one will pei mi on this special day..but who knows..this yr valentine seems to be the most busy V day of my whole 20 years..alot of pple ask mi out..from 13th to 15th..and anyway..i enjoy myself la..haha..though a little tired..haha..
New year is coming..actually i only wanna a dress..but this week..i end up buying 2 skirt and 2 tops..and tt is on top of those clothes n dress tt i didn't wear..so this year i got..6 outfits for new year..believe it or nt...haha...and i got 4 pairs of new shoes..no wonder Hc say everyday is new year period for mi..haha
still got 30min b4 i knock off..can't wait to go home..i have a very full lunch today..so now still very full..haha..after CNY..going to Jb to do my crowning..cheaper over there wad...so think by april..if no postpone..i can look pretty pretty le..haha..no more black tooth..
i'm planning to buy two pair of shoe..but it dun have my size..hai hai..so now looking for other branch..the shoe is real cool...juz called the branch..they sya all outlet out of stock le..can u believe it or not..the shoe is real nice lor..haiz haiz..tt y alot of pple buy..
hmm..suddenly thot of Jong..wondering how is he...saw ah Yew yest..he told mi Jong disappeared for 2 days..Hp off..no one knows where is he..haiz..dunno wad happen la.try msging him..but he din reply..so nvm la..hope he's good lor..
ok..10 more min n i can go home le..haha..i better go get ready lor...bye

wow..i had my weekend at Kluang..with mei xuan n kent..hmm..quite nice n relaxing..at least it keep my mind out of Jong on sat morning..but at night when we went out with Kent fren..Jong came back again..y? let mi tell u the story..
we went to a cafe...with his fren..( think is kent's ex sch mate..)..I was playing with firework,..(it's Fun!!!).. den we was chit chating..I was clicking with all his fren la..when suddenly one of his fren who juz came walk past..i was like looking at him..without blinking my eye..Y? becoz he look so so much liek Jong!!!!! oh my god.... Roy( one of kent's fren) say i look like i juz saw a yan dao..din blink my eye at all..haha..den i juz turn to mei xuan n kent..( they all know y i look like tt..) i was like about to burst out crying le..he really look like Jong alot lor..at the first glare la..but the lucky thing is..this guy is married le..ahaha..
oh ya..i bought a bag yesterday too..mei xuan buy for mi one..hehe..can use for new year le..
I'm so so sleepy now..juz had my lunch..tonight going bugis..to buy a skirt n do manicure..cool right?haha
now in new year mood le..wanna more ang bao..coz i'm planning to do crowning in march..needed $400 at least..so pple..pls help by inviting mi to ur house k..to take ang bao..hehe..
later going driving centre..to book my schedule..but teh weather very hot..dun dare to go out lei..hahaok..i need to do my work le..catch up again

ps..thinking of curling my hair..but scared not nice..haiz..still deciding..headache..anyone can recommend cheap yet good salon for mi?

hmm..back to my office..fresh yet still a little wounded..haha..but still alive..so no fear...
yesterday went to do pedicure with mei xuan n meet hock chia for dinner n kbox..wow..we sung from 6.45pm to 11pm lor..yet our voice still there..not bad sia..think my singing improve..wahaha..
very tired lor..haven been sleeping well these few days...but my weekend is full too..so think the only time i can really sleepis tonight..hope i can realy get a good sleep..haha..
i'm still thinking of him..really miss him la..but accepting the fact that he is nt mine anymore..so i'm moving on le..
ok..gonnna start work le..jia you!! jia you!!!

hmm..i on leave today..this week i only work 3 days lor..coz monday i'm sick..hai hai..din msg him for 3 days le..but today i woke up..i msg him..cause last night i dreamt of the day we broke up..and i couldn't sleep after tt..i ask him abt our thingy..he din reply one of my question..which is whether he n mei yee tog nt..but i gt a feeling tt they are..
i'm letting go le..though i still have this longing..abt our past...i'll still think back abt the things we do..haiz..but wad is past muz pass..right?
i still miss him..haiz..alot..in all things i do..it juz remind mi of him....really hate this feelings.....

wow..it been a real long time since i last update my blog..like for almost 3 months le..well..alot happened this 3 months..like i broke up with JS..(been dragging too long le..)....got together with tt air con boy for 2 mths...( he was real sweet, caring..got all the quailities i look for in my BF...)..broke up with him again..been 3 weeks le..still healing..haven get over it..mood swing alot now..
he is confusing mi..affecting my moods occasionally...keep thinking abt our past..really can't believe he did tt to mi..u see..all my guy fren will give in to mi..but yet this guy that i like actually give up on mi..really disheartening lor..
i trusted him..yet he have to lie to mi..i put in my effort to be a nice gf..yet he stll leave..arghh..still remember the day he wanna a break up..never once did i cried like tt b4..yet i still did..n it still refreshing in my mind..like yesterday....
i dunno how to handle le..feel so lost now..i wanna let go..yet i dun have the strength to do so..never feel so hurts like this b4..haiz...can somebody teach mi wad to do?