I'm gettiNg tired of everytHing..i need t0 be recharge~!! Been feeling very down..very blue..easily provoked~..getTiNg stressed and tired..i need to stop and rest..to take a deep breath and cares more abt myself rather than others..
Suddenly.. i realised..actually..i donno wad i really wan in my life..feeling lost for a moment..with no idea in my mind..Blank~!i dun feel like thInking at all..of killing my brain cells on things that i know i will nv figure out WHY...i'm taking Things easy..always been like that..but y didn't my worry n trouble become lesser?Strange~!
I'm taking 2 days leave on the 4th & 5th of Sep..actually it was supposed to be a trip to Redang with my dearest huishaoye..but SomeThinG happened..I decided not to g0..but still i will be taking that leave..i'm sure i can work out another better programme for mi n huishaoye..a programme tt will nt tie us down..i believe there will always be a next time for the 2 of us to visit Redang..it's juz tt i dunno when..As for now..we shall just go somewhere nearby & rest..with Him with me..no matter where we go..i'm sure i will enjoy myself too..but where can we go? i really dunn0..i have no strength to tHink.......for now.....
